Sunday, January 20, 2008

updating my blog has somehow fallen off the scan in recent days.. mainly because of work.. and the lack of things to blog about. life has become bleak.. i am turning into the very person i have always tried not to be. someone who is unhappy.. work sucks big time.. never would i expect this.. i can't reveal too much coz of all that govt watching and listening thing.. but one thing i can say is.. my job isn't all it's cracked up to be.. i was sucked in by the 'propaghanda' ever since i was a kid.. i feel cheated.. and abused. i'd very much like to strike back.. but the consequences are too large for me to take.. i really wish things would turn for the best. only time can tell.. meanwhile, i've taken a defensive/jaded view of things.. hopefully it'll numb me until the time comes..

chiyu