updating my blog has somehow fallen off the scan in recent days.. mainly because of work.. and the lack of things to blog about. life has become bleak.. i am turning into the very person i have always tried not to be. someone who is unhappy.. work sucks big time.. never would i expect this.. i can't reveal too much coz of all that govt watching and listening thing.. but one thing i can say is.. my job isn't all it's cracked up to be.. i was sucked in by the 'propaghanda' ever since i was a kid.. i feel cheated.. and abused. i'd very much like to strike back.. but the consequences are too large for me to take.. i really wish things would turn for the best. only time can tell.. meanwhile, i've taken a defensive/jaded view of things.. hopefully it'll numb me until the time comes..

chiyu