all tricked out.


all tricked out.

it's the end of the year. almost. almost surreal that i'm where i am at.. work's been ok.. but could be better. done with afst, unfortunately.. this means my 'holiday's' over and real work begins. really wish my working or 'office' environment would improve much more.. went for gfet yesterday. gradual onset to 9Gs, rapid onset to 8Gs for 30 secs and rapid onset to 9Gs for 15secs, all with combat edge. hurt like hell.. i'm still suffering the after effects.. but i'll live. social life's been a wreck.. or rather.. non existing.. it's all work and work for me. probably get to jump on some back seat rides next week or the week after. mixed feelings about that. 1stly, i gotta know all my shit by then.. 2ndly, i get to fly again.. on a grey jet this time.. looking for a better piece of sky in the near future.. one that's not all dark like it is now.. as they say 'at the end of the storm, there's a golden sky, and the sweet silver song of a lark'..

chiyu

If it takes forever, i will wait for you
for a thousand summers, i will wait for you
till you're back beside me, till i'm holding you
till i hear you sigh, here in my arms

anywhere you run to, anywhere you go
everyday remember, how i love you so
in your heart believe what in my heart i know
that forever more, i'll wait for you

the clock will tick away the hours one by one
and then the time will come
when the waiting's done
the time when you return and find me here and run
straight to my waiting arms

if it takes forever, i will wait for you
for a thousand summers, i will wait for you
till you're here beside me, till i'm touching you
and forever more, cherish your love.

chiyu