in 8 hrs time, i'll be in changi international airport, terminal 2, row1.. flight's at 0230hrs.. this sense of dread is overwhelming me.. feel sick in the stomach.. i don't want to go.. the pressure and responsibilities.. i just want a break.. and the badge too.. this is the whole reason for the trip actually.. not too much of a motivation but.. sigh.. pray that pple aren't too cranky there.. or us cadets are gonna suffer big time.. sigh.. this stinks.. will be back on 22 dec.. scarred for life.. haha.. all that's gonna be in my mind during this period of hell's my loved ones and great friends.. hopefully that will be enough to last me these few weeks.. my evenstar will guide me through the toughest times.. =) so before i disappear for a while, have a great month ahead friends! talk to u guys when i get back.. if i get back..
chiyu